i don't know why i feel a shame about my bad habit. I know, I admit that i'm so careless, in many situations which i should throw that damn habit away and i still use my egoism to keep the bad habit. an incident today have made me keep think and think, i felt so stupid and useless. I forgot to bring my group presentation material. And it made me so foolish and ignorant. I looked around my partnert and they seemed very dissapointed. I'm scared if this habit keep being my friend, and i bring it to my accupation, exactly i will not hold on anymore.
i realize many people who talk me behind my back about this bad habit and who showing her/his dissafection of me. so i just want to say SORRY to all of you, i'm SORRY, please give me a chance to improve everything, i'm trying and trying, just give me a time everyone, i need your understanding. Just it.
okay i have tried my best to be a better a person, but i'm just an ordinary person that wanting a supporter, just to remind me or just to give some advices to me. Yeah, still can't find it, the one.
